I have dealt with one child not wanting me in their life and that lasted awhile, as I have written about here, but my middle child, the one who was abused, the one who has chosen to be a boy, the one one who has suffered with mental health issues and extreme anxiety and depression, has now expelled me from their life. I would love to say "for now" but I just can't say for certain.
The grief is similar to that of mourning the death of a loved one. My heart is shattered. I am wrecked. I can't recover from this....it will change me.
I can only hope that one day comes where I am welcomed back. Until then, I need to learn how to make the best of this new normal....
No comments:
Post a Comment