I had so many notions of what my life would be like.
I always wanted to be a mom. That part came true.
I never wanted a relationship that was so volatile, controlling and hurtful.
I wanted a fulfilling career, to travel, to explore, to adventure....
I never dreamt I'd be belittled and manipulated and so much more.
I just wish I could find strength.
I miss the snow, sort of. We haven't had any since before Christmas. Just cold, gray, gloomy days. So not normal for Colorado!
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