Thursday, January 28, 2010

Not what I planned

I had so many notions of what my life would be like.

I always wanted to be a mom. That part came true.
I never wanted a relationship that was so volatile,  controlling and hurtful. 
I wanted a fulfilling career,  to travel,  to explore, to adventure....
I never dreamt I'd be belittled and manipulated  and so much more.
I just wish I could find strength. 

1 comment:

  1. I miss the snow, sort of. We haven't had any since before Christmas. Just cold, gray, gloomy days. So not normal for Colorado!

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