Until I pick up DD4 and DS3. It has been a long day at work; I have no desire to be here but what would I do? Sit in DD2's vacant room and look at what was?
I feel so unworthy to be a mom; I feel like such a failure. I know I am not but, I also know that I am not perfect. I pray for reconciliation. I pray that God will bring my girl home to me with the joy she once had.
I pray that in the meantime, He reveals to me what mistakes I did make and helps me to correct them so I don't make them with DD4 and DS3.
I think we will be making a trip to Pet Land tonight; maybe the kids can pet some adorable kittens and smile. We need to buy more crickets for our newly inherited lizards.